For as long as I could remember I have always wanted to start my own youtube channel. I would sit in my rom and just binge watch youtube videos till 3 in the morning. From beauty bloggers, family channels to vloggers, I love them all. I always would create video ideas in my head dreaming that one day I wanted to create videos too but I’ve always been afraid of the obvious, “what if no one watches my videos?”, “What if people say mean things about me in the comments?” But after a while I changed up my mindset and decide to create my own youtube channel.
I created my channel during the middle of my second semester in college. I currently only have two videos up, and thats because second semester my classes got a little more challenging and finals creeped up on me so studying has been my main priority, also editing is super time consuming and so is filming good content. From my experience with those two videos I’ve uploaded I was really happy with the turnout. I currently have 65 subscribers, which isn’t a whole lot compared to all those huge youtubers but I’m extremely proud that with one video I gained that much followers and I pray it only grows from there. I got 827 views on my first video which was an “about me” kind of intro video and on my second post that was a vlog I got 327 views. For a new youtuber I would say that is very successful, I didn’t really promote the videos as much as I wanted to just because I was really shy about them at first but I feel that I did really well with them.

Well that is my experience with doing something totally out of my comfort zone, and if you ever wish you could do something you’ve always wanted to try or if you want to start a youtube channel my best advice to you is GO FOR IT. I was extremely afraid at first and worried about what everyone else would think about me after but, at the end of the day WHO CARES. People are going to criticize no matter who you are or what you do so why not live life happy and with no regrets. This was something I wanted to do for years and I finally did it, I feel so happy and more myself than ever. At the end of the day if this isn’t successful for me, just knowing that I tried something new and gave it my all makes me happy and accomplished. So from me to you, GO FOR IT give it your all and you will live with no regrets. Like aways don’t forget to come back and stay updated with all my latest blog posts. I hope you enjoyed this fun little inspirational post and I encourage you to push your limits and try something you have always wanted to try. Don’t forget to follow me on all my social media AND my new YouTube channel of course, like and subscribe! XOXO -Esmer












